Friday, December 30, 2005

Finally! I've set up my video camera so I can 'VIDEO CONFERENCE' on msn!! =D It's so strange watching the other person while you speak, so different to the telephone, but oh so much better!
Yesterday morning I thought I was dying. My heart was beating like crazy and I could feel my whole body burning and joints aching. I was so weak I had trouble sitting up from my bed. During those delirious moment I actually thought that maybe I contracted the bird flu. Funny enough, paranoia set in and I started imagining people steering away from me, isolating me in some dark hospital ward and having my name on the news. I even thought that if I died in this bed, it'll probably take a few days before somebody knows. Haha, stupid thinking. Thank god the Dr said it was just food posioning, hence like my other dear friend, my meal consist of 5 different tablets, water and white rice. Mmmm, YUmmy. Sadly, anything I see in the food court right now that has any resemblance of oiliness would probably induce a vomiting reflex! Yeah, wanna vomit now, been feeling like this all day after consuming food. Hmm, or is it all the tablets that I've been taking?
Even so, I feel soooo much better being back at work today. Reading my friends' blogs and chatting to them on msn makes me come alive and feel human again. It's great getting in touch with the world again (although really, it's only been one day that I haven't seen anyone). Maybe it's the xmas/new year spirit, but whatever dark/depressed mood I fell into 2 days ago is now cheerful again! Whoever's reading this blog, I wish you a fruitful and happy new year!
To my dear friends, I hope you write up a good list of new years resolution before the count down begins, and that you stick to those resolutions =) (Oh, and if you catch me on MSN, we can video conference!)
Speaking of NYE count down, I am hoping to see the fireworks in Singapore and joining their massive parties down near the harbour. But I haven't found anyone to go with me yet :( so not sure if I want to see it alone.

xiao ying @ 11:14 PM.