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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

I think I'm afraid of love
I think I'm afraid of intimacy
Because it scares me, how much sometimes I crave for it
Because it scares me, how much I become dependent on it
Because it scares me, how it changes me as a person
It's paradoxical
I wish for it yet I run away from it
For loving the wrong person becomes a trap
The toughest trap is a mental one I can't get out of
I seem to be running in circles, around and around
How do you break this pattern?
Perhaps the answer is letting go
The courage and the strength to withstand the pain
Of potential loss...

xiao ying @ 1:35 AM.

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