Many times I sit and stare into the darkness of the sea. I enjoy solitary moments of reflection as I listen to the gentle lapping waves, bringing me serenity, nostalgia, longing and sometimes a dose of hope. I remember doing this on the shorelines of Thailand, at the sunshine coast, at camping trips under the magnificent sky of a million of stars.
These nights, I drift asleep to the sounds of the ocean played by my ipod sound system. I bid myself good night before I switch off the lights. Sweet dreams baby.
I cry my heart out, cry myself to sleep asking why. Realizing why, repeating the process over and over until I think I finally get it Reconnect with close friends Book myself a pampering massage and manicure telling myself that I’m worth it Invite friends to celebrate my 26th birthday Start to go out lots and socialize with many different new and random people again Eat lots of chocolate Photograph lots of weddings, and obsess over happy couples in love Bond closer with my parents Dance like crazy Sing till I cry, sing till I laugh, sing till my throat hurts
Take a deep breath, start afresh. After all, tomorrow is another brand new day. I will move on, I always do. Next time, things will be different. I will meet my soulmate. Someone I can sit there, and watch the ocean, share the moment in silence between the gentle lapping waves. Good night baby. Sweet dreams.
"NOW" is a gift, that's why they call it "THE PRESENT"
Travel life has the essence of a dream.
It is something outside the normal,
yet you are in it.
It is peopled with characters you have never seen before
and in all probability will never see again.
It brings occasional homesickness, and loneliness,
and pangs of longings...
But you are like the vikings who have gone into a world of adventure,
and home is not home until you return.
But home is where the heart is.
So where is home?
Dance like no one is watching
Love like you've never been hurt
Sing like no one's listening
Live like it's heaven on earth
Chocolate flows in deep dark, sweet waves, a river to ignite the mind and alert the senses...
Unexpected events in our daily lives are like different flavors that lie waiting beneath each chocolate cover.
Just like Forrest Gump explained:
"Life is like a box of chocolate, coz you never know what you're gonna get"